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Thursday, July 2, 2009
"Keep looking forward.."
"All the merries and sadness.. "
"Embrace them til death finds you."
Prologue LXXXVI
I knew I had nothing to do today.
From morning til dawn, Century Child to Dark Passion Play..
these music are really getting into me.
Here's something I personally came up with, yesterday night..
after going through some of the death and suicidal poetry on the net..
I have some spare time left and decided to write one of my own..
well, I re-edited a few phrases just this day
Just a little warning, if you have something against suicidal acts..
then this is not the poetry for you.
"Beautiful Last Goodbye"
On that frozen winter night..
when I first met you under that light..
we gave each other our hearts as an parting gift..
so warm yet gracious..
As I dream of you every night..
the nightmares came and hunts me like an curse..
Every stillless night...
the wounds would hurt as the thoughts wouldn't go away..
In bed, curls up in pain..
yet I'm still in love with you.
While we crosses path on the street of the bane..
we left without a glimpse yet I knew my heart was trying to scream..
for I will cry myself to forget this night.
The people I once care and love shrugged me..
for they dug my wounds deepen..
as I tried crawling back up..
How long will this grief carries me til?
Now lock up all alone in my closet..
I only wish to love you once more..
all the memories gathered in my heart..
as I drew the blade closer..
The next we will meet..
will be an beautiful last goodbye..
Jay
10:00 PM
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